its been a rough day and all .
but im doing alright .my little girl is doing good .
i jest thought i would keep everyone posted .
and i cant say how much it means to me right now knowing that you guys /ladys take the time out and post .
i know this is a waist of space to some people but...
ive stayed in the dark all night and many of tears have run down my face . i miss her so much and some ways i feel im to blame . i know this is a bodybuilding board and this is the last thing you need to read .
its jest right now i cant face my family and love ones.
i really want to thank each...
i feel like im to blame some how. i was on juice during the time span of having a baby .and now shes gone. i feel really messed up right now . would have this in any way have anything to do with her passing . sorry jest really needed to talk